disapointed

i have seen joshua de moral 作业.i feel sad n disaponted.bt if (i say if only ar,i 不会 give up to give u bahagia) u she dun luv me, i will 祝福 she n i will no destroy her bahagia.....then TS got tacher me a new english word tat i dunno, tat is sperm n ovum